stargazerlily

and I have this.

Makes me feel like I should be the most valuable player.

is anyone else on beta blockers? what kind of side effects have you experienced?

"There can be sensations of chest pain, a feeling of doom or detachment, a fear of dying, or a desire to flee. If you don’t know why this is happening, the symptoms themselves are scary, and the fear of the unknown can prompt an even greater release of stress hormones, driving you into the kind of meltdown of the autonomic nervous system that we call a panic attack."

from here.

this has been happening at least since I was 15. I can remember a number of specific incidents.